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To: Not A day goes by. w4m Whether this is who I think it is or not, I still need to get this off of my chest. I also wonder where we went wrong & why neither of us fought for each other a little harder. Our love was something I had never experienced & have never experienced again. I fell so passionately in love with you so quickly. I would have trusted you with my soul. You said you did no wrong, but you should have been more open/ honest with me. I also handled the situation incorrectly, but what is done is done. I became a better person because of you. You opened my mind to so many things that I never contemplated. I thank you for that. Everything happens for a reason & I believe our meeting was supposed to happen. I am so thankful for you opening my mind to all the possibilities of life. I feel that I failed you. The lord had me meet you to help you become more accepting of others. I don't feel that I could ever get that across to you. To not judge others, the lord created us all & there is a reason for everyone to be here. Gay, straight, ignorant, stupid, smart, crazy, whatever others are, it is not anyone's right to judge them. I wish I would have worked harder on teaching you acceptance. We have both moved on, but you took a large part of my heart & you cross my mind often. I prayed one night to the lord & asked him what I should do. I had been thinking about you that week & it occurred to me that after years of dating/engagement I could no longer remember your number. In my dreams that night your number scrolled across my vision. The numbers were large & I knew I was supposed to you. The lord gave me that vision for a reason & I was too scared to dial the number. I was going to ask you to marry me, but I was afraid because your cousin had been telling people that you had become a man whore. That you were his man whore cousin, & I don't think I could have handled that. That is not the type of person you were at all. So I blew a chance due to gossip, but what is done is done. I hope you realized after I left how trivial our differences were. So we may have not liked the same music or agreed on everything politiy, but that's what makes us different & keeps things interesting. I also hope that you missed me. I tried so hard to make our house a home. I tried to be the perfect fiancée, but I still didn't make you happy & I am sorry for failing you. I wish you nothing but happiness in your future endeavors. If our paths do ever cross again I will definitely say hi, but I make a point of avoiding any place that I think you may be. My heart still aches after all of these years & it would be difficult to see you again. I love you, have always loved you, & always will love you. *Let love be genuine; hate what is evil, hold fast to what is good. *Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect. *Let every person be subject to the governing authorities. For there is no authority except from God, and those that exist have been instituted by God. P.S. I still think that house is haunted & it has a very negative energy. It was the beginning of the end for us.

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